... I will be all right on my own. I am strong, even if its only surface deep. I can allow the icy winters to roll over once again. A deep freeze to set its roots in my veins and steel my self against the pain that hungers to consume.
In my hands laid his heart, dead... with out a beat. The ubar of Cos died... in my hands. I gave him life, my hands brought the beat back to his heart, for mine could not continue to beat without his.
He is my missing beat... a match between warriors... and to me they brought him... upon great pains I was threatened to keep him alive... such was not needed... any how knew me, or my passions, know that I would not rest until I saw him breathing and safe.
Its a fools notion to think I could keep death away from him, but for him I battled death, risking my own life for his, and would time and again. If cos called for my last breath, my life's blood, the beat of my heart, to her I would yield willingly and not bat any eye lash. For Cos holds me to the ground.
She is my saving grace, my comfort, always there in the times of need, never again will I turn my back, even if I face death, I will not leave her shores... I am her daughter... the Trovland physician, her Trovland Cosian daughter... I returned home to her... I knew it with the first step I placed upon the her soil.
She called me, in the depths of my sleep I knew I was not home... here I feel peace.
Late at night, despite the cold, despite it all... on my small private cove i walk the sands barefoot, just to feel the pulse of life under my feet, against my flesh. To know I do not fight in vain, I do not risk for naught... that I give and she returns far more than any could possibly know.
These lands hold my blood, they hold me to this world... this reality.
My tarnsman needs to seek out him self... find his heart... who is truly longs for, who is calls for... do not doubt my love... I never could... and never will.
But the dagger sits there still, hot and twisting. The pain sends white flashes of ice and heat through my body. For moments I am blinded by the pain, deaf from the silent screams.
All I can do is continue forward... Fight for me, my tarnsman. Feel the fire that boils inside, let it consume you and I pray to Odin that it be me you seek out... that you cannot live without...
But, do not worry, my stolen kiss in the storm, your tempest wanes naught, do not worry for her, she will be all right alone. She waited all her life for your kiss, and your love, but this time... this time she will settle for nothing less than all that she deserves... and she deserves it all... might have at one point settled for a little, a taste, a treat, a tease, but now... now the demands have been laid out...
The battle lines are drawn, the obstacles in place, and the hunt has been baited... the prey lays beyond your grasp, and yet fully within that powerful gaze... a good hunter studies his prey, but can he deny him self?
You say time fades all things... will time fade our love? -a tear splatter at the fear-
In my hands laid his heart, dead... with out a beat. The ubar of Cos died... in my hands. I gave him life, my hands brought the beat back to his heart, for mine could not continue to beat without his.
He is my missing beat... a match between warriors... and to me they brought him... upon great pains I was threatened to keep him alive... such was not needed... any how knew me, or my passions, know that I would not rest until I saw him breathing and safe.
Its a fools notion to think I could keep death away from him, but for him I battled death, risking my own life for his, and would time and again. If cos called for my last breath, my life's blood, the beat of my heart, to her I would yield willingly and not bat any eye lash. For Cos holds me to the ground.
She is my saving grace, my comfort, always there in the times of need, never again will I turn my back, even if I face death, I will not leave her shores... I am her daughter... the Trovland physician, her Trovland Cosian daughter... I returned home to her... I knew it with the first step I placed upon the her soil.
She called me, in the depths of my sleep I knew I was not home... here I feel peace.
Late at night, despite the cold, despite it all... on my small private cove i walk the sands barefoot, just to feel the pulse of life under my feet, against my flesh. To know I do not fight in vain, I do not risk for naught... that I give and she returns far more than any could possibly know.
These lands hold my blood, they hold me to this world... this reality.
My tarnsman needs to seek out him self... find his heart... who is truly longs for, who is calls for... do not doubt my love... I never could... and never will.
But the dagger sits there still, hot and twisting. The pain sends white flashes of ice and heat through my body. For moments I am blinded by the pain, deaf from the silent screams.
All I can do is continue forward... Fight for me, my tarnsman. Feel the fire that boils inside, let it consume you and I pray to Odin that it be me you seek out... that you cannot live without...
But, do not worry, my stolen kiss in the storm, your tempest wanes naught, do not worry for her, she will be all right alone. She waited all her life for your kiss, and your love, but this time... this time she will settle for nothing less than all that she deserves... and she deserves it all... might have at one point settled for a little, a taste, a treat, a tease, but now... now the demands have been laid out...
The battle lines are drawn, the obstacles in place, and the hunt has been baited... the prey lays beyond your grasp, and yet fully within that powerful gaze... a good hunter studies his prey, but can he deny him self?
You say time fades all things... will time fade our love? -a tear splatter at the fear-
2 comments:
No, my Love, time will not fade what I feel for you. I love you, Lei. I would kill for you, maim for you, rend bone from bone for you. I would die for you. I love you unashamedly and unapologetically. You are the one I see when I close my eyes, but time will be needed to see us through the dark, still waters of this uncertainty. We will come out on the other side, though, my love.
"I'm About To Come Alive"
Train
I can hear you downstairs crying on the phone
Telling someone that I'm here but you still feel all alone
"Maybe we were too young
Goodbye, I've gotta go
I can hear the baby waking up
Got to get back to the life I know"
"I should have never believed him.
Maybe I should just leave him"
Maybe I'm not, but you're all I got left to believe in
Don't give up on me
I'm about to come alive
Now, I know that it's been hard
And it's been a long time coming
Don't give up on me
I'm about to come alive.
No one thought I was good enough for you
Except for you
Don't let them be right
After all that we've been through
'Cause somewhere over that rainbow
There's a place for me
A place with you
In every frame upon our wall
Lies a face that's seen it all
Through ups and downs and then more downs
We helped each other off of the ground
No one knows what we've been through
Making it ain't making it without you
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